'What the devil...!'
He had to be imagining things, Carlos Ortega told himself.
He couldn't actually be seeing what was ahead of him.
Easing up on the throttle, he slowed the powerful
motorbike
to an almost crawl that was far more suited to the narrow
country lane he had originally been riding down at a speed
that much better expressed the turmoil of his inner
feelings and stared straight ahead, frowning. But no
matter
how he blinked or adjusted his vision, the sight remained
the same. The same impossible, unbelievable image just
ahead of him. One that set his bemused mind wandering down
strange and over-imaginative paths and into crazy ideas.
He'd heard stories of local ghosts. His companions in the
bar last night had been only too keen to regale him with
them over a pint of beer. This road, the villagers said,
was haunted. By a bride who had been left at the altar,
and
had died broken-hearted, pining away for the man she had
once loved but who had deserted her so cruelly. At least,
that was the way that the traditional story went.
Not that Carlos believed in any such thing. The small,
sleepy backwater of a place he had stayed in for the past
couple of days was obviously riddled with stories and
superstitions, some of which had been amusing enough last
night while propping up the bar in the black-beamed old-
fashioned inn where he had been staying. But now?
'No way!'
He found he was shaking his head inside his crash helmet
and almost laughing as he had done last night when they
had
first fed him the story, obviously thinking they needed to
earn the drinks he had bought them.
He'd gone down to the bar from his room because for the
first time in a long while he'd wanted company. He'd
moved
from the point of being alone and finding that that was
the
way he wanted things to be after all that had happened, to
feeling strangely lonely, which wasn't something he'd
expected. He was used to his own company and he had, after
all, come here deliberately to be on his own, to get away
from the mess he had left behind him. He had wanted to be
as far away from that—as far away from home as
possible.
Home. Argentina wasn't any sort of home to him, but then,
where was? It had hit with a wrenching jolt that there was
now nowhere in the world he could call home. Oh, he had
houses of course, several of them in the most expensive
and
exclusive parts of the world, and any one of them he would
be happy to live in. But none of them was where he had any
roots; where he thought he truly belonged. Where his
family...
'Hah! Family!' His laugh was harsh, raw.
What family? He didn't have any family any more.
Everything he had thought was his had been taken away from
him at a blow. And the only thing he had been left with
was
his mother. His lying, cheating, unfaithful mother. The
mother who had made him a bastard right from birth and who
had never wanted him in her life after that. He didn't
even
know who he was any more. His whole life had apparently
been a fiction, his background, his ancestry, turning into
a lie in the space of the time it had taken his
grandfather
to tell him the truth. A truth that had left him with
precisely nothing of everything he had once valued, and
once thought was what made him who he was.
So the stories he'd heard had been an amusement, a
distraction from feelings he wasn't used to dealing with.
They'd helped him pass an unexpectedly restless evening.
But this morning in the very cold light of an early April
day, belief in ghosts, ghouls and things that went bump in
the night was very far from his mind.
And yet.
The freezing fog was shrouding the edges of the road in
swirling shadows, occasionally drifting to obscure the
vision on the grass verge on the left-hand side. It came
and went so that he was forced to blink hard to clear his
vision and make sure there actually was anything up ahead.
And it—she—was still there.
A woman. Tall, curvaceous, pale. Hair a rich honey
gold—what he could see of it through the mist. And
because it was pulled up in some ornate style on top of
her
hair, most of it was covered by the filmy veil—white
like the ankle-length dress—that covered her face and
fell down her back. Her arms were bare, as were her
shoulders, the pale skin almost as white as the fitted
bodice that shaped her high, rounded breasts.
A bride?
The figure of a bride, in full wedding regalia. Just as in
the legend of the ghostly bride that had formed part of
the
evening's entertainment in the bar. But this was
definitely
no ghost because this particular bride was standing at the
side of the road—incongruously clutching a bright
blue very modern handbag.
And with her thumb raised in the time honoured gesture of
someone hitching a lift.
'What the...?'
This time he slowed the bike to a complete halt, coming to
a careful stop just a short distance away from the woman.
'Oh, thank God!
The voice was real. Not just something he had heard in his
imagination or inside his head. Soft and slightly husky,
it
sent a shiver through him that had nothing to do with the
paranormal ideas he had been conjuring up just moments
before. A response that was all to do with the very real
world. And the soft rustle of her silken skirts as she
hurried towards him was not the silent drift of a spirit
that didn't actually exist but very clearly made by
something totally physical.
So just what the devil was she doing here?
'Oh, thank God!'
The cry escaped Martha's lips involuntarily, pushed from
her by the sheer disbelieving delight of seeing the
motorbike pull to a halt at the side of the road. 'At 1
ast!'
At last she was not alone. At last someone else was in the
same place as her. Someone—a man—a big man from
the size and shape of him—had appeared on the road
that had been empty and isolated for almost too long to
bear. Someone who might be able to help her and maybe even
get her somewhere safe and warm before she actually froze.
She was dangerously close to that already, she admitted to
herself as just the effort of running towards him made the
blood quicken in her veins, bringing stinging life to the
toes she had feared might actually become iced to the
ground.
Not for the first time she cursed the wild romantic
impulse
that had led to her choosing this isolated spot in which
to
hold her wedding. Of course, originally, the isolation had
been everything she had wanted. The large stately home,
set
in its huge grounds, was miles from anywhere, and
hopefully
too far from civilisation and too hidden to attract the
attention of the paparazzi or anyone else who had been
trying to find out just who she was. When she had first
seen Haskell Hall it had looked absolutely perfect. The
wedding venue of her dreams. A fantasy come true. Here she
could have her special day in total privacy and, after
that, who cared if anyone who lived nearby ever found out
why her life had changed so totally, so dramatically?
But the day she had seen the hall had been a bright,
clear,
crisp morning, with the sun high in a wide blue sky. The
sweeping drive up to the big house had been clear of the
mist that had swirled around it this morning, and the
temperature had been a good ten degrees or more higher
than
the bitter chill that seemed to have crept into her bones,
turning them to ice as she had trudged up the path towards
the road.
It had never seemed such a long, long trek either, when
she
had first imagined the journey in a horse-drawn carriage
that would take her from her fairy-tale wedding and off on
the honeymoon of a lifetime, her new husband at her side.
But that had been when she had only driven down it in the
secure, warm confines of a sleek, powerful car, snugly
wrapped in jeans and a cashmere sweater. She would give
her
soul to be able to wrap something like that around her
right now and ease some of the chill that had made the
last
half an hour or more such sheer misery. Though the truth
was that it was the coldness inside that was far worse
even
than the weather.
Back then, her feet had been comfy and protected inside
soft leather boots, not the delicate satin, crystal-
decorated slippers that were now totally soaked through
and
feeling like little more than sodden paper between her
feet
and the rough surface of the road. Her hair was damp and
had started to slide out of the ornate style that had been
created only an hour or so before, her carefully applied
make-up running down her face, washed away by the rain as
she ran down the drive.
And the man she had been planning on marrying was still
somewhere back in the Hall, hastily erasing all evidence
of
the dirty, illicit passion he had just indulged in. A
passion that he had never felt for her, except in his
lies. 'Please stop...'
She couldn't get to her rescuer fast enough, almost
tripping over her long skirts as she ran towards him.
Two cars had already rushed past her. She wasn't sure if
the drivers had actually seen her or, having seen, had
decided to put their foot down and rush past, the sight of
a bedraggled, mud-splattered bride, miles from anywhere,
just too much for them to cope with. And she'd stood
there,
her feet turning into blocks of ice, her hands going blue,
the skin of her face stinging with the cold.
She had thought that today was to be the start of her
happy
ever after. But for that to happen, then Gavin would have
had to be her prince, instead of the ugly toad he had
turned out to be. She supposed it could have been worse.
If
she'd still been caught up in the fantasy of being in
love—in love with the idea of being in
love—then she could have had her heart shattered as
well. But she'd already had second thoughts, and it
seemed
that her instincts had been working true. But all the same
the vicious, cruel words she had heard had taken every
last
trace of her self-esteem, her sense of herself as a woman,
and shattered it into tiny pieces.
The thrum of the motorbike's engine had her running
headlong down the rut...