It wasn't the first time Sally Kent had donned a worn,
hand–me–down uniform from one of her brothers'
sea chests, but it was the first time it had felt so
completely, perfectly right. She had always been tall and
spare, strong for a girl, but dressed in the uniform of His
Majesty's Royal Navy, she felt more than strong. She felt
powerful.
Powerful enough to ignore the voice of conscience
thundering in her ear, telling her she needed to stay
quietly on land and learn to be a young lady. Powerful
enough to face down the potential scandal. Powerful enough
to abandon her younger brother to his chosen fate.
Because her brother Richard had rejected all claims to
duty and honor. He had forsaken his family. He wasn't
coming back.
That morning, the very morning he was to have worn his
uniform and boarded His Majesty's Ship Audacious with all
the other candidates for midshipmen, he had disappeared,
gone as if he had been swallowed whole by the heavy,
obliterating rain.
Richard had left her, quite literally, holding his bag.
And she was going to use it. Sally closed her mind to
the insistent whispering of her conscience, wrapped her
breasts in cotton strapping, and put on every single piece
of that uniform, from the faded blue midshipman's coat and
white breeches, down to the black buckled shoes. She
ignored the uneven pounding of her heart, and took a
scissors to her hair. She jammed the dark beaver hat low
over her eyes, clattered down the narrow stairs and out of
the inn. She swallowed the sharp edges of her fear, crossed
the wet cobbles, and took her brother's place in the rain at
the sally port on Portsmouth's rain–drenched quay.
"Richard Kent?"
A lieutenant glared at her from under the dripping brim
of his cocked hat. An irate lieutenant, his eyes glittering
like a flash of black powder. He stood in the stern of a
ship's boat, impervious to the filthy weather and the rise
and fall of the vessel tossing fitfully beneath him. The
sharp vertical lines of the scowl between his dark brows
could have scraped barnacles off a hull, but his voice was
incongruously smooth. "This is His Majesty's Royal Navy,
Kent. Not a damned church fete. We're not going to issue
you a bloody invitation."
Sally pushed her voice lower. "Aye, sir," she
answered. "I'm Richard Kent."
"I know," he rumbled, unimpressed by her declaration.
"Now get in the bloody boat."
Sally jerked her chin into her collar to lower her face,
and hide beneath the dark brim of her hat. She would have
known that deep, laconic voice anywhere, even over the
pounding din of the rain.
David St. Vincent Colyear.
But would he know her?
He had been eighteen years old and on the verge of
taking his lieutenant's exam the last time she had seen him,
the summer her brother Matthew had brought him home to
Falmouth. Col, they had called him. Six years ago, he had
been long and lean, but by God, clad in the endless fall of
his gray sea cloak, he was a leviathan now. A great oaken
mast of a man looming up from the waist of the small boat.
A man grown. A man whose jaw looked as sharp as an axe
blade and whose piercing eyes, the color of green chalcedony
stone, were just as hard and impenetrable.
"Well, Kent?" Col's voice was low and dangerously
soft—disconcerting in such a hard–looking man.
"What's it to be?"
There was no question. There hadn't been any question
since the very moment she had made her decision to tie the
black silk stock around her neck and shrug herself into the
loose folds of the blue coat.
She wasn't going to waste another moment living quietly
and learning to act like a young lady. She wasn't going to
be left ashore like some half–pay junior officer.
Useless.
She was going to act.
Sally looked beyond Col, to the ship riding low at
anchor some half a mile beyond. His Majesty's Ship
Audacious, her thirty–six cannon hidden behind the
closed gun–ports, called to Sally, even in the dirty
weather of Portsmouth Harbor. She was a perfectly balanced
frigate of war, trim, elegant, and sleek, her masts and
spars soaring high above the deck—a vision of leashed,
lethal power.
Unlike Richard, Sally would give anything to experience
that power.
Here was her chance. And why shouldn't she take
Richard's place?
"Aye, sir. I'll come directly.""