"Tell no one that I did this."
"It's between us. I swear." Nina Baxter smiled at her
friend and former co-worker. The smile felt forced and
phony, but at least the words were sincere.
Burying her bunched fists more deeply into the pockets of
her jacket, Nina stood by as Carolyn Ahearn fitted her
master key into a polished brass doorknob and unlocked the
heavy oak doors protecting Hanson Media from the rest of
the world.
Nina felt her stomach clench as the door eased open. She'd
crossed this threshold countless times over the past
thirteen years — five days a week, Monday through Friday —
but couldn't remember ever being here on a Sunday.
Nor could she recall ever being this nauseous when she'd
come to work, and that included the months she'd slogged
through morning sickness.
"I'm going to make a run to Noah's for a bagel and latte,"
Carolyn said, pocketing the key. "It'll probably take
twenty minutes. Is that enough time?"
Nina nodded. "I'll meet you back here." She reached out to
take her friend's hand. "I can't thank you enough,
Carolyn. I'm sorry you had to interrupt your weekend for
me. I just couldn't face —"
"I know." Giving Nina's cold fingers a reassuring squeeze,
Carolyn shrugged. "It could have been you opening the door
for me, kiddo. It was just the luck of the draw. Layoffs
bite."
Nina's laugh sounded watery. "Big-time." She'd been laid
off on Friday, told she could come back to collect her
things on Monday if she needed to, but she wanted to wave
goodbye with a modicum of grace — not stumble to the
elevators with her arms full of items from her desk, and
her eyes bloodshot and teary.
Even now, as tears gathered at the back of her throat, she
clung to her stiff upper lip like a drowning man to a life
preserver. "Go eat a bagel," she told Carolyn. "Extra
cream cheese."
"Oh, sure," Carolyn mumbled as she turned back toward the
elevators that had carried them to the offices of Hanson
Media Group. "Easy for you to say. You can't eat when
you're stressed. I devour my weight in carbs." She walked
down the lushly carpeted hallway without looking back, and
Nina quietly shut the door, listening for the click that
locked her in.
With what she hoped was poetic dignity, she made her way
past the imposing reception desk against the wall that
sported a huge gold H in a circle, and continued round to
the circular bank of desks where the secretaries worked.
Hanson Media Group had been her home away from home since
she'd first walked through the doors at nineteen — newly
married, delighted to start her first "real" job and
pregnant with her first child. The clerical position she'd
applied for had required office skills she hadn't
possessed at the time and formal business attire she
hadn't owned. She should have been daunted by the opulent
surroundings and by co-workers who had made her look like
a junior high intern. But Nina had needed the job too much
to let a little intimidation thwart her. And she had been
naive then. Wonderfully, happily naive.
Arriving at the desk that had become hers the day she'd
been promoted to secretary, Nina trailed her fingers
mournfully over the nubby back of her ergo-nomically
correct chair. Monday through Friday, no matter what
insanity had pervaded her personal life, she'd had this
chair to sit down on, this desk to work at. She'd had self-
respect — a single mom making a living and securing the
future for herself and her kids.
All gone. All the security, everything she'd worked for —
gone in one lightning-swift chop of the corporate
guillotine.
A rush of anxiety made Nina feel as if she were about to
internally combust. Her nausea intensified. Trying to cool
off, she discarded her coat, pulled a knitted purple hat
off her head and got down to business.
Opening the large shoulder bag she'd brought with her, she
began to stuff personal items inside. Two pictures of her
kids...her favorite pens...the lavender notepad in the
shape of a hippo... She moved rapidly, packing her purse
at random until she came to the plastic gold trophy cup
her daughter had given her last year after the annual Take
Your Daughter to Work Day. World's Best Secretary.
Perusing the packed in-box and watching her moth-er's
fingers fly across the computer keyboard, Isabella had
looked at Nina with such respect that Nina had thought she
could have been standing atop an Olympic podium — she'd
felt that triumphant, that proud.
Suddenly her hands began to shake. She pushed the trophy
into the depths of her bag and kept packing, but she
couldn't stop shaking. Nor could she halt the anger that
sparked like flash fire in her belly.
It wasn't her fault that Hanson Media was in trouble. It
wasn't the fault of anyone who'd been laid off. The
trouble had started at the top, but did the big dogs care
about that? No. Even when they dug their own holes, it was
the little guy who wound up with a mouthful of dirt.
And what had Nina done on Friday after being let go? She'd
hugged her supervisor. That's right. She'd felt sorry for
her obviously stressed supervisor, told her not to worry
then brought her two aspirins and a glass of water.
Such a faithful employee; such a thoughtful person. "Such
a doormat!" Nina growled, feeling a surge of power that
came from resentment, pure and simple. Who at Hanson would
bring her an aspirin when she got a headache from
searching the classifieds? Who would care whether she got
a job before she had to move her kids' bedroom to the back
seat of their Toyota?
"No one!" Nina answered her own question. And even though
it was not nice, even though it was downright wrong, she
picked up the first thing she spied — a plastic container
filled with multicolored paper clips — and threw it as
hard as she could against the solid oak door of David
Hanson's office.
He was a big dog — emphasis on dog. He was a Hanson. Would
he skip even one steak while his laid-off employees
stocked up on Cup-a-Soup?
The paper-clip container made a satisfying ping against
the door, but it wasn't nearly satisfying enough. So Nina
picked up her Strunk and White's The Elements of Style and
threw that against the door as well. Then she reached for
her Pocket Roget's Thesaurus.
With each article she grabbed — and hurled — she said a
naughty, naughty word she'd never used before.
And began to feel a little bit better.
"What the —"
David Hanson looked up from the paperwork covering his
desk and stared at his closed office door. At first he'd
thought someone was knocking — strange enough on a Sunday —
but when he heard thwack after thwack against the solid
wood, he realized he'd heard not a knock but a smack.
There was someone in the outer office, and that someone
was throwing things at his door.
David didn't take long to think, and he didn't pause to
consider calling reinforcements, like someone from
building security. He rose, strode to the door and stood
by, waiting for a lull in the assault. When it came, he
jerked open the door....
And was almost decapitated by a stainless-steel travel mug.
"Holy — !"A timely duck saved him. Straightening, he
locked eyes with a wild-haired blonde whose pitching arm
was poised again. "Whoa!" David ordered, raising a hand to
halt the action. When she froze, he turned his open hand
into a warning index finger. "Excuse me. What the hell is
going on out here?"
The blonde seemed incapable of speech. Or of moving at all
now that she'd been caught in the act of vandalizing his
office.
David took a quick glance around. She was definitely
alone, which he supposed was a good thing: one of her, one
of him. Next, he noted that she had a strong arm (stood a
good thirty feet from his door and still managed
impressive velocity). And finally, he saw that she needed
a tissue.
Tears filled the woman's eyes and streaked her face; her
nose was red, and her cheeks were rapidly turning the same
fiery shade. She looked so miserable, in fact, that he
began to feel sorry for her until he reminded himself she
was a vandal. He really ought to let security handle this.
With all the other trouble he had right now, he didn't
need a nutcase on his hands. He stepped one foot back
toward his office. But then...
David leaned forward. And squinted. "Miss Baxter?"
With her arm still poised, the blonde blinked several
times rapidly to clear her eyes. She attempted a smile
that wobbled treacherously around the edges. "Yes?"
Jeez, it was her. He'd been thrown off by the exploding-
firecracker effect of kinky blond curls and clothing that
was more suited to a swap meet than the office. The Miss
Baxter he was used to seeing during the week wore suits or
skirts and blouses, like the other secretaries, and she
wore her hair...well, hell, he couldn't really recall...in
a bun?
David frowned. "What are you doing?" He was going to add
here, but what are you doing seemed more apropos under the
circumstances.
To her credit, she was obviously determined to make the
best of the situation and shrugged with what appeared to
be a miniature potted plant in her still-raised
hand. "Cleaning."
He looked at the floor outside his door. A small paper-
clip explosion had occurred; plus, there were two books
and a silver mug lying on the carpet. "Cleaning?"
"My...desk...off. Sir."
After three of the most difficult and unpredictable months
in his career, David should have been used to expecting
the unexpected. But Nina Baxter had him knocked for a
loop. Had there always been a psych case lurking behind
the face of the mild-mannered secretary?
And then David realized...
Aw, hell.
Nina Baxter was one of the casualties of his late
brother's screwups.
David squeezed the bridge of his nose as the headache he'd
been battling for days took a sudden turn for the worse.
Obviously he was not going to escape the mess his life had
turned into. Not even on a Sunday.